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Tailor Made Pain and Hurt By Joe S. Thomas
*** Today I had a feeling that for some reason I really needed to reach out to my ex fiance’ and share with her a photo of my daughter’s new son… She’s always loved children and never had any of her own… We were together for over eleven years for those who aren’t familiar… Though… Continue reading
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One of My Role Models By Joe S. Thomas
*** Again, unable to sleep tonight and listening to John Waters’ audiobook Role Models… It got me thinking of childhood and who I would consider the character I wanted to be, who I first saw and came to know about and then wanted to become through television… As a kid I religiously read Incredible Hulk… Continue reading
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William S. Burroughs- The Junkies Christmas
youtube.com/watch Thank you Mr. Burroughs. JST- Continue reading
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Questions Raised By Joe S. Thomas
*** I received and started reading a new book today and like good books should do, this one has me thinking and questioning certain things… The book is volume 1 of 3 volumes called Black Heart Fades Blue By Jerry A. Lang, the singer for the Portland, Oregon punk band Poison Idea… The first volume,… Continue reading
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Cubby/Hubert Selby Jr. By Joe S. Thomas
I don’t recall when I first became a fan of Hubert Selby Jr… It’s been many years now… I’m fairly certain I have Henry Rollins to thank for it, so, thank you Henry, sincerely… I was listening to the Henry and Heidi podcast out of boredom and insomnia tonight… I’ve listened to each of the… Continue reading
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Starts, Stops and Depression By Joe S. Thomas
*** I’ve had a few starts and stops on the unfortunate and very true story I’d like to tell about how I ended up here where I’m having to live now and why I can’t seem to get away… The manic episode, the arrests due to said manic episode, the beating that left me with… Continue reading
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Not a Very Good Time By Joe S. Thomas
*** More of my good friend and the evil bastard insomnia visiting me tonight after hearing the morons I have to live among wrenching doors open and digging through the kitchen like 400 pound cockroaches at 2 A.M… And people wonder why I hate, why I’m suicidal… Do you really have to think that hard… Continue reading
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Windsor Court By Joe S. Thomas
*** I woke up today with thoughts of Windsor Court in my mind… I believe that’s my subconscious begging for a bit of punishment or perhaps some nostalgia for things long past and even dead… Windsor Court, it sounds so elegant… And the neighborhood itself was at one time… Two and three story, beautiful homes… Continue reading