death
-
Addiction, Cancer, Life & Death By Joe S. Thomas
*** I had one of my spastic, wake-up abruptly, panic moments the other day and something’s been on my mind since… It’s been hanging over me like a cloud that I can’t seem to shake… It’s been with me for a while honestly… There have been many crises within the crisis that is often what… Continue reading
death, Depression, Family, friendship, Life, Loss, love, Mental Health, nonfiction, questions, rage, truthaddiction, anger, Cancer, death, Depression, Empathy, Family, feelings, guilt, insomnia, Life, Mental Health, pain, pain pills, rage, reaching out, Sympathy -
Dangerous Fairy Tales By Joe S. Thomas
*** Awakened by a loud thunderstorm this evening and can’t get back to sleep… Once awake, I can never just go back to sleep… I’m unable or perhaps unwilling to finish the third part of the blog posts I’ve started regarding the life altering events that happened to me back in August of 2018 due… Continue reading
-
Tailor Made Pain and Hurt By Joe S. Thomas
*** Today I had a feeling that for some reason I really needed to reach out to my ex fiance’ and share with her a photo of my daughter’s new son… She’s always loved children and never had any of her own… We were together for over eleven years for those who aren’t familiar… Though… Continue reading
counterculture, death, Depression, disability, friendship, Life, Loss, love, Mental Health, Neurodivergence, nonfiction, questions, rage, truthblame, Cancer, death, decisions, defeated, Depression, Empathy, ex’s, feelings, forgiveness, hurt, Life, lifetime, lonliness, love, pain, questioning, relationships, Sympathy, Time, unwanted, wasted time -
First Time Drinkers By Joe S. Thomas
*** On the days that I really fight the depression that often overwhelms me I find myself thinking a lot about when I started drinking and drugging, why I did so and how it has affected my life… I’m still no goody 2 shoes and I’m not cool with anyone telling me how to live… Continue reading
-
Into the Void By Joe S. Thomas
*** It made me sick when I heard those words come out of his mouth… The words my sister’s widower spoke to the hideous thing still cuddled up nice and warm in the exact spot my sister took her last breath and passed over into death and whatever that entails… I love you… These were… Continue reading
death, Depression, disability, Family, Journaling, Life, Loss, love, Mental Health, Neurodivergence, nonfiction, questions, rage, therapy, truth, writinganger, Cancer, death, Depression, Empathy, Family, feelings, home, Life, love, mastectomy, Mental Health, pain, shame, writing -
Finishing “Molly” By Joe S. Thomas
*** I finished the book Molly today… You could tell as it neared the end Blake wanted to keep on writing about his experiences with her and I honestly can’t blame him… There really is something about poking those fresh wounds, maybe even more so when you know you absolutely have to let them come… Continue reading
-
Reading “Molly” By Joe S. Thomas
*** I’m reading a book that’s breaking my heart… It’s also making me relate wholeheartedly to a beautiful person that chose to take her life… The book is : Molly. It was written by her husband Blake Butler… My heart does go out to him, yet my heart goes out even more so to Molly… Continue reading