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Reading “Molly” By Joe S. Thomas
*** I’m reading a book that’s breaking my heart… It’s also making me relate wholeheartedly to a beautiful person that chose to take her life… The book is : Molly. It was written by her husband Blake Butler… My heart does go out to him, yet my heart goes out even more so to Molly… Continue reading
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Meet the Family (A Poem) By Joe S. Thomas
Meet the Family Predisposed to Anxiety and pain Shuffling through shit Swimming through rain No higher power To scream or rage through I sobered up Because I Wanted to From grandma To grandpa To dad to me Sucking at The bottle Until we coud no Longer see Sometimes that crutch Becomes the most Important thing … Continue reading
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I Swear To All That’s Holy I Wish I Had Something Better To Say, But I Don’t… By Joe S. Thomas
*** I wish I had somewhere to go, someone to talk to… But, I don’t… I sit in this room wondering what those on the outside with normal lives do on a Friday night these days… Just as I sit down to type this my friend from Canada sends a message… Why can’t I be… Continue reading
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Am I Truly Clean? By Joe S. Thomas
*** I woke up around 2 A.M. and the usual podcasts I tend to listen to haven’t put up any new shows so I started listening to a new one (new to me), called Dopey: On the Dark Comedy of Drug Addiction. I first came to know of the show because I’m a fan of… Continue reading
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Carrying On By Joe S. Thomas
*** Carrying on a bit from the last post, I have a mental illness that has to do with my depression… Apparently there’s a chemical in my brain(Serotonin) that doesn’t get produced enough that makes me feel the way I do at times… However, there’s a lot more to it than that even though that… Continue reading
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Insomnia and My Black Flag Vinyl By Joe S. Thomas
*** I fell out early tonight after some deep soul searching, writing and some mundane shit like going to the pharmacy and being told a bunch of crap one doesn’t want to hear after making a trip out there for no damn reason at all apparently… I got about 3 hours of sleep when I… Continue reading
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Weather, Nostalgia and Truth (Journal Entry By Joe S. Thomas
The past couple of days the moon has been stop what you’re doing and take a picture beautiful… Therefore I have been doing just that… The break from the heat and the coolness in the weather is bringing back times in my mind when I had someone to share these changes of the seasons with… … Continue reading